Friday, May 18, 2007

just stop it already and um .... be happy?

This whole blogging scene is new to me. I rarely read blogs much less post myself. The thought of writing about me, my life, my worries, my hopes, my dreams, etc. for anyone to read is horrifying. That being said… why am I here?? Not sure, but I’m feeling the desire- so I am going with it.

Growing up, I had this plan. A plan similar to most little girls I imagine. I would meet Mr. Right, have a fairy-tale wedding, buy a house with a white picket fence, have 2.5 kids and live happily ever after. 25 years later, reality sets in. Mr. Right was someone you knew a long time ago and let slip away. That fairy tale wedding turned in to a 15 min. ceremony with a judge. The house has no fence, and you are a kid and a half short of the national average.

I’ve been blessed with a wonderful family, friends that might as well be family, a promising career and a child that I fall more and more in love with each day. One might be inclined to think I would be satisfied with that. For a while, I convinced myself I was- now, I want more. Not to sound ungrateful but I want the happily ever after. I know it’s up to me to get there so while I’m trying to find my happy place if anyone knows where the reset button is for life is, can you let me know please?

More later……..


"i will be positive using my sense of humor to accomplish happiness and in doing so achieve love, sincerely and unconditionally"